Some thoughts.

Ay yi yi.

My mind is going at about 1000mph so, I thought I'd let some thoughts out.

The post partum anxiety I had with grayson has been less severe with Shepard. (Thank goodness!) it still likes to lurk around a little bit though... Instead of worrying about shep dying I worry that something bad will happen to her and she'll suffer brain damage. Totally irrational, I know, but that's what keeps me up at night.

Dance team is hard work because of a few bad apple moms that are really difficult for me to deal with. I don't know if this job is worth dealing with that crock of crazy. Ugh. 

I am SOOO tired it's ridiculous. I think it's lupus stuff plus the whole newborn stuff and it's equating to a lot of naps. I am seriously thanking Jesus and my hard working hubby for the ability to nap during the day. 

I am trying to "treasure the doing more than the getting it done" in regards to parenting. I love these sweet kids of mine and hope that they remember a mom that had time to play and be with them regardless of the mountain of laundry... (Right now it's becoming more of a mountain range than a singular mountain.)

The snow in nc actually managed to mess up my week here, so thanks for that nc. Ugh,

Brian and I are busy vision casting for our next year. Good thing we are hard workers! 

And a picture for reading through all of this!